that i am more like Meursault that i ever imagined.
Im being coming more and more of an existentialist,
& I find myself thinking marriage is almost ridiculous.
marriage doesn’t show how much you actually love someone,
why legally tie yourself to someone, who temporarily makes you happy?
it’s pointless, when the happiness is gone, end it.

i think im just going to embrace this new found revelation
and only do what makes me happy.
no more fucking around.